He sent me this today.....

Graduation

We graduated from counseling yesterday! We've made a lot of progress over the last 7 months roughing it out, making us stronger, developing skills to help us through the hard times, fostering love and understanding between us. I'm incredibly proud of what we accomplished. <3

Today he wrote me....

"I heard the door close this morning as you left. Made me sad. I feel you and I need a lot of each other right now. To tell you the truth, I think it feels amazing. It feels amazing to need someone so badly, and have them there for me and have them want me too. A dream come true. You fill my heart so full. I love you with all my heart!"

Sound of Music sing-along

I can't help but brag that my incredibly wonderful boyfriend joined me for the Sound of Music sing-along, sang all the songs, kissed, loved and held my hand throughout the show, and was the most wonderful boyfriend ever! I'm so incredibly lucky to have such an amazing human being in my life!!!

1st Anniversary

It didn't start off as expected. We were anxious and irritable. We had a big fight which ended in tears for both of us, which were cleansing and helped us build a bridge to moving forward. We made pizzas on the new pizza stone he bought me and he made cheesecake which was deliciously under cooked. We had amazing sex, got pedicures, took a bath together and got a massage. I can only hope that he wants to spend his future with me as much as I want to spend my future with him. 

River

We went to the river last Friday on a whim. The weather was horrible in Portland, overcast and cold. As we drove out further into the Mt. Hood national forest, the clouds began to part and the temperature rose. The river was beautiful and it was totally worth the trip. He took some beautiful pictures while we were out there. It was exactly what I needed and amazingly recuperative!

Mexican Candy

Came home to dinner made, his strong arms and soft lips ready to soften and cradle my heart, his gentle hands to undress me. 

I was craving something sweet and he appeared with my favorite Mexican peanut marzipan candy in the palm of his hand. 

I love him. I love him with all of my heart.